What am i afraid of ?

There’s no doubt that everyone has fears, but I’m going tell you some of mine (that aren’t bugs or anything in that field XD.) that do really get me thinking.

First off, i'm scared of dying young, i know that everyone comes to live a life then dies in their old age, and i'm not afraid of that, i'm afraid that if i die young i wont get to do the things i want to do, like growing old with my husband, or getting to do most of the things on my bucket list, or getting to watch my kids do their own thing and get to see my grandchildren. 

Second, It takes a lot for me to trust someone, so if  I tell you a secret its kind of a big deal. i hate how sometimes we will make a friend and trust them too soon and bang, they won't keep your secret they'll just tell their best friend and its not your little secret anymore, anyways before i get too carried away, my fear is that when i trust someone and they stick with me for  a long time and they let one little thing get you to start loosing that. its not that you don't trust them anymore its just you haven't had that bond in a while but your still friends. Really this only became a fear for me when it happened to me (i have so much more to say about this i should make another post haha.)

Lastly, i'm afraid that if you get caught up school, work, etc then you wont have as much fun as you could be.you'd just be giving away your childhood. No matter how old you are, your childhood is never really over, you just start to mature, but you will always have a child side to you.